I can’t work out if I’m overthinking or avoiding the topic
Do I have my eye on the ball or have I fallen off course and lost it?
Am I finally understanding who I am or have I lost all sense of identity?
I try to think sensibly whilst working out who I’m meant to be
I don’t want to be too ego driven so I’m extensively
Examining myself whilst playing it cool ostensibly
And all this thinking makes me wonder if I’m too self-centred
What the fuckery is this hell-hole that I’ve entered?
Like opening the flood gates there is no going back
I’ll have to ride the waves and hope I don’t crack
Thoughts are flowing and becoming interwoven
So I suppose it’s showing I’ve found direction? Well, that’s what I’m hoping